Carol,
I met you at your open house at Living Your Truth center. I didn’t get a chance to truly tell you my successes. You basically changed my life. I spent 40 years not knowing who I was or what I was capable of. Also several years ago I lost the one thing that I didn’t think I could EVER live without. Due to the pain of that loss I found your book after three people told me to read it. I checked it out at the library and the pages were falling out. I was hooked on the book before I left the library and called my husband to tell him about this new book. I could not put the book down. I ended up not only loving the book but became a member of your emotional healing and have just about every cd and program you have to offer.
Losing my sister was the most painful experience of my life. She and I were the closest and I could have never imagined my life without her in it. She started going down a different path so ugly and so evil that our whole family was in turmoil. She WAS my rock and always wanting to improve herself that made myself and my mom want to do the same. She chose this new way of life and threw away her immediate and extended family in the process as well as her religion and God. It was horrible and in the middle of it all I needed something to help take away the pain I had. That is where your book comes in.
The concepts gave me peace for the first time since losing my sister and in my whole life in general. My marriage changed as well. My husband suffers from depression off and on from diabetes(blood sugars get off balance and his whole moods turn) and the concepts in your book helped me know how to handle his “episodes” vs. fueling the fire therefore, shortening his episodes sometimes within minutes.
With the proxy healing, I believed my sister would one day come around and in the process helped me heal from needing anyone’s approval. I found myself in this process. I now understand how to love myself and not let my inner child act out. The one thing that really helped was that I heard my sisters voice one day tell me that she loved me enough that she lost herself so I could live.
I am happy to report that my sister is coming back. She claims she is back into the church and after watching President Monson at the young womens conference a couple of weeks ago, (she accompanied her daughter too) felt the Spirit for the first time in 2 years and realized her mistakes. I really believe it was from the proxy healing.
I would also read something from the scriptures or have the Spirit tell me something and I would visualize that I would tell her mind or that her mind would hear it and absorbed it. I think it worked.
I am also trying not to be worried during this recession time and know that instead of worrying about “what if” my husband loses his job and to do the opposite and imagine that he will be one of the lucky ones not to lose their job during this time. I am in the process of making a vision board and imagine that we won’t ever need to be one of the victims of the economy and in return help others who are struggling. Plus, after this tax return we will be completely out of debt other than the mortgage and a little bit on school loans.
Thank you for what you are doing. I look forward to hearing more about what you have to say.
Julie Johnson- life long follower. God Bless You
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Tue, Apr 7, 2009
Carol Tuttle